bah.... =)

papers were like freaking tough. either that or i am dumb. hmmmm. go figure.

i am sooooooooooooooooo screwed. pray for me man.

yay! i am very happy. hahahaha. went shopping with my mom and i so burnt a hole in my pocket. bought 2 bags and a pair of shoes. weeeeeeeee. pretty nice i must say. i have good taste! ahem! hahaha. back to mugging. did not do much today. argh. whatever la. hahaha. ohs! i saw this swatch watch which is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo nice! wait till i go check out the model again. shall show you guys the next time! anyone nice enough to offer to buy for me? hahahaha. such an ass.

alright. back to books. see you guys SOON.

Reason- Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

i can't concentrate. which is very very bad. how how how? -panic- argh. it's already evening and i'll be out for dinner and stationery shopping! by the time i come back, i can forget about studying. fish fish fish. -cries-

panic attack here.

anyway been feeling darn emo lately. don't think it's as serious as something called depression but i just think that i am behaving darn weirdly. lil' things affect me like mad. i am gonna hibernate. i hate everyone la. makes my life so miserable. see. i am not talking sense again. i think i am so weird. argh. whatever la. shall just flunk my mids and sleep my life away. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

3 more days to exams. i am screwed. have yet to finish studying and it's like ALOT. damn damn. i DO NOT want to pay a personal visit to ms lai's office. NO THANKS! grrrr.

england just had to lose due to penalty. can i blame it on Beckham please?

back to mugging. i must hang in there. losing the momentum to study actually. gonna but new shoes today! yay. makes me teeny weeny happier. friday's the day i make a comeback. pals, hang in there! i know you guys miss my presence! =P

somewhere over the rainbow.

something tells me i am gonna fail my mids. fish.

man man. i've been up for the past 36 hours. 0_0 just got home actually so i guess i should be going to sleep now. zzzzz.

anyway velmy, call me laters in the night yea? too tired! lol.

unwinding road.

been walking around the house. so annoying. it's 5 plus. contemplating whether to even go sleep now.

haiya.

morning people. 0_0

i am very very touched by what wen hui has done. she's the sweetest/nicest/cutest lil thing alive. sure love her to bits. now i feel guilty for not spending time with her this holidays. sigh.

downed 2 cups of coffee and i am gonna puke. stomach's churning like mad and i am alone in my room typing history essays. i wanna zzzzzzz.

-screams-now i feel a lil better.

the silence within.

such a great sleep, though i was woken up wenhui who called me at one to ask me about Aggregate demand and interest rates. sweared my table for the notes like mad and i swear that my room is damn damn messy, war zone. anyhow, swear (again) i recuperated man. nice!

just had my bath. smells good. i love smelling good. hahahah. damn. my uniform's not ironed and you wont want to know what i am having for breakfast. eww.

ohs! i am so motivated after yesterday. hahaha. was discussing with Galvin about the places we could go after exams. we are gonna try taiwan/bintan/blah!! damn damn. i serious can't waiting. was hopping around after that. now i guess the hell's now pertty worth it. after A's, it's party everyday.

party anyone? =)

-born to be wild*

weak smile.  

quick update before i mug!

went for father's day dinner. seems like just another dinner cos apparently, i eat out everyday. just that this time round, i paid for dinner. hmmm. had to do that cos i did not manage to get pop any pressie. been mugging that i hardly step put of the house! bloody mugger me. pretty pleasant dinner i must say.

velmy called me up. yay. babe. let's make a trip down to aussie/canada after my As k?

drowned down one cup of coffee. feeling prettty hyped up. think i wanan go work out before heading down to school tmr. =))

to galvin and comp, do your best k! prayed for you guys.

ENDLESS LOVE
-Mariah Carey

My love
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right

My first love
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do
And your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Oh yes
You will always be
My endless love

Two hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
And forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
I'd play the fool
For you
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
'Cause baby
You mean the world to me
I know I've found in you
My endless love

And love
I'd play the fool
For you
I'm sure
That you know I don't mind
'Cause baby
You'll be the only one
'Cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love My love, my love
My endless love

holidays' the perfect time to fall in love.

i say a silent prayer everynight,
for i hope you'll be present on my wedding night.
i fear the day when you'll be gone,
how lonely will my days be from then on.
i never had the courage to say,
how much i love you everyday.
so i say a wistful prayer today,
pray you know i love you more than yesterday.
Dad, i pray you'll always be by my side,
my light, my dad, my guide.

damn those pride.
"I Love you, dad."

i am daddy's little girl. (always)

slept at 4am last night/morning. woke up at like 10am?! how pig can! ohs. watched 'the guess show' while eating my breakfast. today's episode damn HOT. bikini babes leh! -drools- fab body: 34B/C/D 24 31 WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW. hahahha. all damn tall also. damn it lar! annoying shit. i can't wait for next tanning session.

ohs! happy daddy's day to all DAD!
i love my dad to bits! -muacks-

BAH! feeling bored from all the notes. feel like annoying someone. any takers?!

when export revenues fall, import expenditure rises, BOP deficit.

BOoooooRRRRiiIIiiiiNNNnnG!!

-smile-

ARGH!!! fish lar. second time my comp hung! two entries gone and i swear they are long. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. -pissed-

fine! even the comp wanna try to b funny. i shall study then! asdfghjkl


i hate my life today.

time for bed. -yawn-

sleep tight. do not let the bed bugs bite.

morning everyone.

at 3am in the morning. looking bad and ahem, nerdy! morning everyone! 

OHS! 9 MORE DAYS TO EXAMS! fish.

quick update!! time is precious! lol.
bought F.I.R's album! absolutely brillant! go listen to their songs, it makes me wanna get all so emotional.

hmmm. what was i trying to say. pardon me since it's like past midnight and i had been studying for god knows how long, my head hurts and my neck's stiff. and i have been talking to myself. see, this is what stress does to you. hmmm.

ohs. to jarel, i've offed my phone. quit trying. lol. ain't gonna be free till exams are over so be patient! =) and don't be paranoid, i aint avoiding you yea?

and peeps (guys) out there, please ar, i am a nerd wannabe and to me, studies comes first of cos. buzz off. lol.

sleepy! help!

-mumbles-

i hear a voice inside my head.

sigh.

gonna change layout.

another day in school. it's so early i tell you. i fell asleep last night at 2am?! argh. so annoyed. planned to last thru the wee hours. someone(simon i think) said that coffee makes one fat. that aint gonna happen to me!!

to all those taking exams, good luck and pray hard. =)

i say a prayer today.

MUG mug MUG mug.

z.zz.zzz.zzzz.ZZZZZZ.

white versus black. 

at the bus-stop outside school. man. we look so 'washed' =)) 

went to school for consultation as well as to study. tell me about having some new air around man. i am hungry and cold. so annoying. not to mention, tired.

10 more days to exams. geez.

Missing part of me.

listen to wo men de ai by F.I.R if possible. such a great great song. even someone like me who does not appreciate chinese songs has fallen for this one. geez. though i do not REALLY understand part of the lyrics, it's still sound nice and urm, comprehendable. lol.

i am chinese for the 5463728th time. =)

ok, i changed my mind. the angel is getting into me. it's telling me to study and not procrastinate. hell yea, so i am gonna whack tonight and for the rest fo the days. geez.

coffee anyone? =)

i shan't study today.

life as it is.

pack those dreams into suitcases.
tiny, huge.
send them onto the planes,
into the sky, into heaven.
bring me those dreams that i have packed,
together, hand in hand,
we walk down the lane of paradise.

life is like a dream, and it makes me wonder how many suitcases i have packed.

i packed another suitcase today.

i need a lover tonight.

i have nothing to blog. my life stinks cos all day long, i just sit in my room and study. nono, i TRY to study. so annoying. the worst thing is, i know that EVERYONE else is mugging like hard or playing harder, and me? i just can't find the mood to do anything. just wanna do well for my mids. i mean, i have been studying quite hard. but judging from all the previous exams, i never ever do well enough. damn damn. i think i must be lacking all the brain food then. so annoying. argh.

been stuck at home. not that i did not have a choice. i rather stay home. great singapore sale, movies, dates, food, grrr. annoys me. i am becoming such an irritant but i dont care. feel like being bratty and all. the whole world owes it to me k!

shit. so much to cover. i have 2 more weeks. fish everyone man.
i hate you guys.

so many weird dreams.
are they signs or what?
are dreams the opposite of reality?

i wanna dreams no more.
i want sweet dreams.

i want to have a good night sleep.

went for lit presentation. it was oh so horrendous for just ONE reason. i was the one doing the presentation. thank god it was pretty much a breeze.
went town after lit. yes yes, i am suppose to be home muggin but hey, who can resist good food and beautiful people in town man. loads of people-watching, and duh, it's loads of fun. watched harry porter 2 and i tell ya, i am in love with him. so charming! gosh. i dun feel like blogging much cos my life is simply just so boring now. so ta everyone.