block tests are finally over!! three cheers everybody! hip hip! hurrary! pardon me for feeling so elated but boy am i glad hell is over. geez. school has been darn slack and i love it!! love school for the first time ever. though J1s are sucky, but i rock. so school rocks.! going borders tmr!! i am so darn broke! grrrrrrrrrrr. i need allowance soon.

clothes. books. shoes.

so much to buy, yet so lil money! -_-"

sighest.
super monday blues: econs was a total flop. not to mention that i think my GP's gonna be a confirm flunk. argh. i so need all this shit yea? didn't i use to say shit happens? well hell yea cos shit happens! life's unfair and so are u!

bitter and sorrow.

=(

i saw faces of Death.
on his face.
on her face too.
happiness is being spelt on their face,
yet they never knew that it was to be
shortlived.
i saw Death,
in all their faces.
i saw my own image on Death.

i died.

haven't been blogging much lately. as you all can see, this has been a real busy week. and i mean real busy. nothing can beat this man. block tests next week. nono, in just a few hours time. tell me i need some luck and prayers to go with please. i am ranting on and on cos i am prolly too scared! like whot the hell, it is just gonna be another few tests that i am gonna fail yea, not like as though it's the first. hmmm this says something, maybe i have got so friggin tired of failing! i died a thousand times.

speaking about prayers. a particular someone just said that she prayed once for me. i don't know why but that left a tingling feeling in me. not that i need to feel oh so depressed now but i guess somethins just don't change yea. well, i miss her and i laugh at my cowardice for not being able to say so. to be here ranting on and on. she's prefect, well near prefect. and i love that perfection though it was through my imprefection that i see her perfection. do i make sense here? well u can't blame a lit student though i am not a real brillant one. but guess whot, i have been trying yea. i need to be smart. oh tell me who doesn't yea. whot a great start.

sigh.

i miss you.
please pray for me.

well, what has been happening in my life. hmm that's something to think abt. all i can remember is studying for my block tests. it's driving me crazy and i swear i better do well k.

on a lighter note:
talking to jude has been great. i mean he's like just so amazing? and he came up with this weirdism concept! lk darn, he knows quite abit of weird people and noe to mention that i added on to his list. such a darling though he's 22. well, who says 22 cant be cute yea?! yesterday was spent talking to him and we hung up lk at 6am?! hmmm....

i think i have to go church and be holy. maybe like what jude says, i have been giving myself too much excuses. oh well, i'll see what i can do.

and everyone! please watch 'butterfly effect'! darn darn good show lor! the best so far! god i am so in love with aston klutcher. go watch. 5 popcorns for that! make sure you understand the chaos theory yea?! and yes, i cried in the movies. lol.

alright. the long awaited chinese ao level results is out. i got a bloody b4 which is good enough for me. =) this means no more boring chinese periods whcih means i won't be able to see my weng lao. i'll miss him. lol. well, i can't remember what i did on fri! oh, same old lit presentation. darn. i need to work on my bloody grades. shit me.

after a time so forgotten,
the solidarity stranger walked back.
slowly, slowly,
on the empty beach.
this time round,
i could say your name.
we did not speak.
we never did.
but somehow, i could feel your pain.
you gave a weak smile,
and i wondered at your unsuccessful attempt.
i took your hand,
cos this time round,
i am not gonna let you go.
you ain't leaving like you did.
still, we did not speak.
but somehow we understood.

and i scream!! hurrary! tests and presentations are finally over! say alleluia! this week would be prefect right. =)