I think that if one day, anyone's to be me and experience what is left of my soul, they'll be a wreck.

i just don't understand.

Emotionally selfish.

as quoted by someone which i couldn't exactly decipher what it means. Not that the 2 words have profound meanings but maybe they are just too complex for a simple someone who only knows and wants to love and love and not stop loving.

or maybe the emotionalist me has been stripped of all emotions that i simply can't comprehend what it means to be emotionally selfish anymore.

But I can't be emotional-less if i can still feel pain/anger. Can i?

This is the simple emotionalist me. when i am happy, i am on cloud nine. when i am sad, i cry. when i am angry, i get moody with the occasional tantrum. it's only natural isn't it? I think it's only human.

I don't know. i just wanna be myself.

The emotionalist me.

i wanna grow tall.

i mean TALLER.

who says short is cute when noone has ever commented that I AM CUTE. not that i am dying to be like model-like tall (damn those models anyway), but i really really am dying to be a lil taller. just a LIL please. i feel so. SHORT. i think esteem grows with height.

so get this.

i am short. thus i am suffering from low self esteem!

sounds so illogical and funny that i am lol-ing.

i think i am retarded.

laughing at my own jokes. but i love laughing. love it! LOVE IT!

there will be a surprise tomorrow. a colorful one. -bling bling-

the weather in Singapore is making me go bonkers.

SO WARM.

and people with sweaty palms, like us all the more hate the scorching sun simply because sweaty + sweaty = wet. totally disgusting. not that i mind the sweat, BUT it can really get quite uncomfortable.

been spending time catching the latest movies, majong, badminton, more majong and movies. Inital D. was pretty good i must say. don't we all dread the overused comment about Jay Chou's tear being way too fake. HAHA. seriously what's with that! Big Boys don't cry la. Wanna act act only. But seriously, i thought he's quite good looking in the movie. As always, Edison Chen is omg hot.

hey, i don't usually swoon over guys k. lucky them.

oh! Fantastic 4's like pretty draggy. it's like the 26834904th super hero movie that i fell asleep watching. Mr. Fantastic's hot though. he can STRETCH. wooooo! how convenient.

it's so boring that we get to have the car yet have nowhere in mind to go. AND we are constantly eating. THIS IS SO BAD. burn those lards man.

sheepy.

hot.

singapore.

jason.

nights.

this is the day.

finally be back in singapore after a month odd long holiday in sydney. yipppeee. touch down in Changi airport at 2 plus singapore time. till then.

see you guys soon!

AND aloha singapore!

cheerrss.