i heart you.

 

I TORN MY SHORTS.

i really did.

i think it's either my ass or the rides at wild wild wet. maybe both.


it wasn't supposed to be that huge la. the more i play, the bigger it got. friction causes wear and tear.

and the boy thinks it's damn funny. i call it sexy. HAHA!

and these are the people i love and miss. just love the feeling of good company.

pris and sijie and a camera.

pei and magain and somehow thailand.

angie and pris with sambal belachan.

TEEHEEE!!! (: (: (:

UNSW Buddies!

and this is a game of dai dee. where the ones who claim not to know how to play ironically wins.

guess who won. hint: think of the unexpected.

stress over a game of dai dee. hahaha.

BYE!!!!

well, happy anniversary i guess.

been a great great week so far!

back from X-Men. there's this damn freaking hot dude who has wings and a damn bam hot bod. he's so hot that everyone should just go watch. WINGS LEH! can like go to Sydney or anywhere for that matter like anytime can. aiya, just go watch.

oh angie thought that i have peranakan blood. is that how you even spell it? TSK. since when babe. and her mum thought i was Indian. since when auntie. oh and her brother thinks that i am emo.

ok that's all for angie and family.

it's twelve! which means it's 25th already! and every 25th is a happy damn bam day! whoooopppeeeeee!

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU.



AND YOU.

AND YOU.

AND ESPECIALLY YOU, J.C.

AM VERY EXCITED!

booked the tickets for da vinci this fri! so exciting!!!! i am rereading the whole kick ass book. so go go fight fight!!! i sound like i am very excited right!!! with all the !!!! but i really am! cos it's thurs!!! and one day to fri!!! and fri is i meet the boy day and super good food day!!! and DA VINCI!!!

oh did you guys watch the news last night!! there's this water birth thingy!!!! u give birth in your bikinis and in a bathtub!!! should watch how they do it. very unconventional!!! hahahah!! i wanna try that someday!!!!

ehhh!!!!! tomorrow is friday lehhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

la dee dum!!!!!!

TO MONDAY.

OF WORK.

i didn't know what to feel when the boy said that he's loving what he is doing now. sure i mean i am happy that he's enjoying work and all but... not when he's almost married to his job. i hardly talk to the boy. probably about max half an hour with the "oh how's work", "what did you have for lunch", and ALWAYS "you better go sleep earlier cos YOU HAVE WORK tomorrow"

RIGHT.

and did i say i don't see him as often. probably the weekends. ah. that's a huge difference consider we were inseparable for like forever. we saw each other like every other day. now's like blah.

sometimes i feel really guilty for wishing that he's still in Aust. cos it feels as though we communicated more then because of obligations since the lack of physical presence. and all that insecurity issues that i dont have to deal with as much.

i don't know. i've never liked the idea of work and now i have another reason to hate it. sure i can't be selfish. sure every guy needs a career. sure working equals maturity and stability. sure sure sure.

but the girl needs some attention tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

ok bottomline is. i needed to post an entry and here's it.

and also a shout out to the boy, telling him i miss him alot.

OH! AND FRIDAY IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!

i know i haven't been blogging.

simply because there's nothing cheery to blog about.

over the past few few weeks, i've seen/heard more deaths than anyone. at the hospital, i saw how fragile life is. it really is. so much so that i dream of death from time to time.

alot of prayers said this month. for dad and for the sick and their families and of cos, exams.

alot of tears shed.

i think that health is MOST important that i have no wish to care about my sucky to-be results because it's a deal i made with God. i want dad to be fine, and yes he's on his way to recovery.

how terrible this sem has been. and it certainly didnt end on a good note when you have to study at the hospital worrying about a loved one and exam(s). i am pretty sure i am gonna do badly but then i really can't be bothered for now. been really physically and mentally so tired that it's such an understatement.

oh and Worker's Party won again.

see. i really shouldn't be blogging.

till then, cheers to good health.