STILL AT IT.


they were drunk. i wasn't.


erm ok. it was late and we were bored?


hideous. probably the last time.

very hungry. bye.

CORS is so smelly and bitchy.

bid bid bid. whoever bids for modules one sia! so annoying.

i rather bid on ebay or yahoo auctions.

HMPHHH.

"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a person's determination."

- Tommy Lasorda

0_0.

Coming from me at 3.35 am can't be anything good.

BOOBS BOOBS BOOBS!

Hers so big! omg big! hahahaha. shan't reveal the name though. (: VERY BIG LEH! i shall ask her what she did to them, cos if i remember clearly it wasn't THAT BIG. now's like madness. and she asked me why WE HAVE SMALL BOOBS! hell would i know why! we only know we didn't choose for that! damn.

HAHA.

big (proportionate) is good. then you can wear those sexy lingerie and BE sexy. -drools-

victoria secret is such a turn-on la. did you say Christmas is over?

well, there's always my 20th birthday and Christmas'06! you all know what to do ya!

till then,
Big Boobies rock la!

(:

dim sum at 5am can't get any better.

please go try the food at geylang.

please.

haha.

it feels so good to be home. (:

xmas at angie's was fun. it was platter for two at Manhattan Fishmarket, then shopping at Carrefour for wine and chocos, and then the rainy walk to angie's. heart attack, 007 bang, one frog jump into the water boing boing, majong, samurai, seven UP!, eh many many more la. you don't know what i'm talking about. that's too bad, cos you weren't there. nany nany poo poo!

the sibu gang, the girls and company were a load of fun. so funny leh. love them!

J.C has lost whatever that was left of his image. his jay-chou imitation and i-am-a-fuggin-hot-babe failed terribly. HAHHA. but he's such a good sport. pris was charlie chaplin without the ditzy moves and bin was the mermaid who didn't live in water. some were bad at numbers, the others were bad with directions. the rest were simply unlucky. still don't know what i'm talking about?! poor you.

i wanna post pictures.

NOW.

photo-whoring's darn fun.


kentang jon and food.


the majong king and queens (plus pris the drama queen)


bin and the siao ones.


the nan rens.


the camera whores.

and finally the candid.


MERRY SMELLY XMAS!

i was there but i felt so small
like i didn't belong
it's xmas
the season for loving
but who will love me

MIXED.

results will be out at 11am tomorrow. damn sian la. the more i think about it, i wanna er, drink a cup of hot chocolate! haha. so out of point right. but really la. i hate the waiting. SIAN LA!

i was feeling ok before this! trying to get some xmas gifts done, before i heard the ping pings on my msn. everyone's feeling so scared/panicky!!!! affects me toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!
see la! now my xmas gifts are on the hold and i am stoning, waiting for time to tick a lil faster!

EXCITING!

and i was saying how there were ping pings on my msn right! and then this cute lil girl came and tell me a superb good piece of news! i feel so happy for her leh! so happy that i wanna drink hot chocolate and hop around the house and drink hot chocolate again!! yay yay yay! i shall go compile a long list on how-to-survive-a-long-distance-relationship! wooooooooooooooooooooooooo! so exciting!!

i almost forgot! 11am.

RIGHT.
________________________________________________________
Dear Santa,

i know i've been smelly, nasty, lousy
but but but but,
you are nice, handsome, gorgeous
so please give me those tiny tiny gifts/flavors that i asked of!

Thank you Mr Santa.
i heart you.
ps: i'll be better in 2006.

LATEST!

as you've probably realised!

the image/pic/whatever you call it (the pink, witchy one) is GONE! like POOOOOF! GONE!
so sad. now i have an imageless blog. so plain.

anyhow.

narnia's was good! bagus! 很好!

i've been addicted to this game lately and i thought i was damn superbly good when j.c showed me his highest score today! wah lau. siao one can. SO DAMN FREAKING HIGH that i am hestitating whether to post my high scores!


j.c called it MADNESS HIGHSCORE.


i thought this score was fuggin high but i was so wrong.

so here's the challenge la! i dont believe it's that hard to beat jc's MADNESS HIGHSCORE so you try and tell me about it k! printscreen as proof please!!

i shall get back to breaking MADNESS HIGHSCORE!

so very tired.

been awake since 19th morning. Meaning it has been MANY MANY hours. you go do the math. King Kong was amazingly long, amazingly fantastic, and amazingly amazing.

Xmas in 4 freaking days!!

FOUR!

so exciting! it's gonna be 2nd xmas together and happy 17th! woooooooooooo!

ok i need sleep.

One of his emo-days. and who says teddy bears do not have feelings huh! (: so cute.

HOW IT ALL STARTED!

it started with j.c showing me some links on jay chou's clips/mv and etc.

and me being the smarty pants just had to show bin! and now there is a jay frenzy/commotion over msn. HAHA. we are arguing over who should be jay's wife. anyone of us but panty hose (bin was mean and called patty hou that! she's simply a green horned monster! haha!)

this is the clip that sparked it all.


i finally understand why people are so crazy over jay. simply cos he's DARN talented and DARN good lucking la. really. pang of guilt cos i used to mock people who thinks he's good looking or a good musician. BUT HE REALLY IS! and i really ought to slap myself for not being able to appreciate.

as you can see. now i am one of them (the fans). HAHA.

Bin and i are gonna start saving for his next concert. and i shall drag j.c along! so exciting! yay yay yay!

OH. and bin is sending every single file she has of jay. she is one siao jay fan. SIAO CHAR BOR. she claimed that jay takes her breath away and that she is/was going to have a heart attack. and i swear these came from the horse's mouth.

DAMN SHUAI. drools.

i know this is very un-fe but,
JAY CHOU ROCKS!

i need to go and continue the jay-so-handsome-and-omg conversation. laters!

and bin, he's mine!

MORE OF MISS SWAN. HAHAHA.

THIS MISS SWAN IS DAMN FREAKING FUNNY LA!

GO WATCH!!! (:

this post may seem inapt, but i am still hurting ok!

this is an overdued post.

j.c and i had dinner with 3 of my favorite girls and their partners and friend(s) at marina south. nevermind that it wasn't a fancy dinner. it was still great catching up and of cos, getting to know the new people better.

i love those girls.

And i swear i was damn elated to see them the other day. makes me smile smile smile smile! =D
i want to drink, puke, cry, laugh, fart, bitch, burp, travel, more laughs, more bitching, hug, and so many more with them till the many tomorrows!

and table soccer after dinner was damn fun! me and j.c emerged champions of the champions. know why not! cos we practised damn hard when we were back in aust la! no wonder right! now you know!

so fun!

ok pictures. i look fugly in there but then again, i dont really care la. cos j.c has seen alot worst and i only care about what he thinks. haha.

left to right: pris, sijie, angie, j.c, fugly me, peilin, bryan, jonathan. background: super extra advert with corporate looking models. EXTRA LEH!

the girls: angie, fugly me, pei lin, pris. =D

fugly me and j.c. with angie oei and pei's fingers. he's so OMG FAIR. so handsome. whoooot!

j.c and his razr. hao lian! HAO LIAN! hAo LiAn!

ok no more pictures. i am still hurting.

bye.

maybe i am the mistake.

i hate it when i turn to my blog for comfort. Putting those thoughts into words and entertaining a public audience. but sometimes you simply have no choice, when your next closest thing/person is angry/pissed (you name it) with you. no outlet, but a pathetic pink blog. i can simply pretend that none of you readers exist and please pretend for this moment that you don't.

i want to admit (to none of you, cos you don't exist) that sometimes i feel so lousy about myself-as a girlfriend. so sad right. once you feel like this, every other thing you do you'll start to doubt your ability to be a good girlfriend.

that's probably about all i can disclose. skeletons in the closet are meant to be kept in. and no, my relationship with j.c is not at all strained. just one of those lousy days that i am hurting, and thinking too much.

i hope that you (not the rest of you) know that there are times when those "i'm sorry" are withheld by my pride, or by the presence of bad timing.

maybe this explains this lousy, emotional, annoying post at 2.03am. cos i simply want to apologise. sorry for my inability to say sorry and the capability to only say it here. sorry for spoiling your day at 1.55am.

and sorry to you(the rest of you audience whom i choose to pretend you guys don't exist momentarily), your presence matters alot la. i am just being erm, lousy and mean and annoying and erm lousy.

nights world.

等.

等待
因為明天會更好

等待
因為明天我會更了解你

等待
因為這是我最擅長的

等待
因為我愛你

- 娟

AND HE GOT THIS!

(whilst i was still drooling over the pink one)

apparently, the pink one is out of stock throughout singapore.

WHAT!

sobz.

anyway my picture(s) of jc's new razr is so not justified. you should see the real thang!

hello moto!

i cant seem to upload the rest of the pics.

see the real thang ok!!!

ok bye. haha.

THINK PINK.

we fall in love with pink.

like my happy pink blog.

click for joy.

FWAH right.
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.
.
.
.
FWAH LA!

"who's that you talking about?"

HAHA.

in my dream, you died.
on my bed, i cried.
i simply tried to get a response from you.

that was all.
to know that you are safe and sound.

if you tell me it's wrong to be worried,
i'll stop.
if you tell me it's wrong to care,
then i'm sorry.

upset upset upset.

i shall go play dungeon siege until i rot and rot and rot, and rot till there's fefe no more.
i shall go read a season for the dead and then get so super intrigued and become weird.
i shall go exercise and work on those argh fatty lardy thighs and become weird and then fefe no more.

pardon me for the simple language.

post-exams make you NOT want to think and write properly.

SO UPSET.

To You:

"don't worry.

one day, you shall rise above the rest.

and i shall be your greatest supporter,

your greatest confidante and,

your greatest companion.

believe in yourself,

for I believe greatly in you.

have faith.

and all will be fine."

From Me.

in the silence we sat.

through the silence, we understood.

never mind the music could not be heard.

never mind that the place was way crowded and drunks were erm, being drunk.

never mind the fact that we had dinner already.

calamari, fries and artois at wala on a wednesday night.

they weren't the hightlights.

the talks, the laughs and the smiles were.