bored and feeling empty, maybe alil lost.

so i went to look through all the good old sec/jc pics.

HAHA.

the girls i love tanning with. (always)

and how we used to roll in the sand. (faces cropped out. i bet 10 moolahs that you guys can guess which is me la! HMPPHHH!)

ps: rolling in the sand is so so fun.

i miss being under the sun; tanning.

but i don't wanna be a blackie.

HOW HOW BROWN COW?

and finally, my favorite girls.

[08:31:49 PM] ne plus ultr: big head is peilin k

[08:31:55 PM] ne plus ultr: i ve the smallest head

RIGHT.

can't wait for this

and this

and this

last paper for the semester.

that explains the smile and the messy hair and the bad photography at 7am pre-southeast asia.

last paper. last paper. last paper.

i was a lil =( earlier on cos exams make me =( and when i think of results, it makes me =( =( =( =( and so on.

then it really hit me real mad hard (like how it feels when coursepack SE1101E hits you)
that
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it's finally over!

i went to google exam-stress and got this.

so cute. so funny. so true.

REMEMBER: "IT HAPPENS TO US ALL"

till then, tomorrow at nine. SOB.

ps: screw first semester la. ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.

i don't feel too goood. i wanna whine and rant and whine and rant. but NO.

cos this is happy blog.

Southeast asia paper is such a bitch. rarrr.

for some weird reason.

this post is for clarification purposes.

to everyone who happens to know that i have a boyfriend (yes for about 16 month already),
NO he's not a caucasian.
NO he's not some jc dude we all know.
NO he's not my age.

YES he's SINGAPOREAN (true blue one)
YES he's real
YES he's back in singapore already (since 4th july actually)

argh. get this right.

happy 25th of this month AGAIN!

yippeee!

this is the second cutest thing ya!

after my cutest lil fuzzy bear of cos.

today's the 25th!

HAPPY 16TH!

loads of love,

the emo-girl no more.

(:

watched harry potter. it was up to expectation, at least to mine.

but not to his.

haha. the ending was a lil disappointing though. just a teeny wenny bit.

back home. we went on this blogskin changing frenzy.

ordinary-me.blogspot.com is officially EMO no more.

credits to the boy who now has a blog dedicated to music and designs and hopefully me. haha.
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feels like the damn holidays already.

next paper's on the 29th at 9am.

till then, freedom.

ps: food and security was an almost killer.

messiest study area EVER.

i wore red red socks cos it has been raining the whole damn friggin omg day. very very extremely cold. (i think my feet looks damn ugly here. must be the RED SOCKS.)

this post is totally irrelevant. RIGHT.

i was bored and cold and still is.

say hello to acrylamide, methylmercury, papaver somniferum, digitalis purpurea and company.

HAHA.

just when you think this is a luxury.
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check this out http://www.nescapades.com/gameroom.htm

one word: MADNESS.

Socrates and company! you guys stink!

i have to sulk. philo mcq paper was a horror. so fuggin tricky and it certainly didn't help that the girl beside me slept for the first hour before continuing. madness i tell you. and the people who left like half an hour before collection: did you all give up or you are just friggin-smart-ass HUH! and once again, the paper was very tough. i could almost cry doing. it plays alot of mind games with you because the answers are so similiar that you doubt.

did dearest Descartes say something like:" the least doubt on any point will suffice for complete rejection?"

roar.

i was and still am very affected post-philo. haunts you.

i just hope i'll pass man.

wah lau.

A FRIGGIN PASS only. what happened to getting As and Bs man.

i say: "next semester LAH"

rarrrr.

freezing. brrrrr.

i feel ill. fever and a swollen glum. yucks. oh AND pimple outbreak. hate it HATE IT. and i hate it when people stare at my pimple(s).

Jason C., do you understand?!

friends with Descartes, Mill, Socrates, Berlin at this time of the day. i hope they'll be my bestest friends tomorrow!

basically, i am dead la. Mcqs are supposedly easy. BUT NOT philo ones anyway.

ASDFHGJKOIUYTEWQ!

good good luck!

my Gp tutor gave this to me during my second year (she gave everyone one la) haha. looks like a wishing wand doesn't it?!

it says: "Only as far as you seek... can you go. Only as far as you dream... can you be. - Miss Haslinda Z."

So sweet right.

i made it into uni albeit super bad grades.

may i do well for first semester!

okay dokies! the surest way not to fail is to study hard/smart/whatever.

boo.

STUDY HARD AND SMART!

TILL THEN,

PEACE!

maybe you are wrong about something.

you would not want to spend the rest of your life with someone like me.

FANG FANG!!!

if you read this. this is especially for you!

"i really feel you la!"

hehe.

sad sad situation!

ok. me cheena pok. watched the last episode of channel 8's 9pm show (whatever the title is). so sad! especially when Spiderman was to leave for overseas studies! sad sad situation! nostalgia nostalgia. when J.C left, i didnt even have the chance to weep infront of him cos his mum was there and i REALLY didnt want to look like a kid.

But i went home bawling, and crying into my pillow. not to mention that i was already crying like mad days before he left. sad sad sad. FANG FANG! i feel you man! hahahaa.

sad sad situation!

i have my south asian assignment to do. it's freaking bugging me! rarrrrrr!!

sad sad situation!

2 weeks to exams! and i haven't start laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. how how how.

HOW?!

yawns.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
ps: please don't comment on how dark i was (and still is). yawns.
happy happy holiday!

(:

ahhh nostalgia. i wanna go back to Sydney.

the cold winds, the hot chocolates, the best sea/ocean, the warm hugs, the long walk to coogee, best fish and chips, best chinese food, 24/7 macdonalds (ah, now singapore has that too), view of UNSW, daniel-wu lookalike housemate (i swear), shouts from across the streets, quick walks home, sweaters/pullovers, best chocolates, 10 dollars books, first touch at guitar, being home-sick, loads and LOADS of caucasians, reality tv junkie, the bedsheet that wasnt washed for months and......... MANY MANY MORE LA.

haiyer. hate it.

my seven hours flight to meeting my love.

pretty hor! and can you imagine it was winter then. i'll freaking be a surf-babe and park in Sydney forever if not for winter and money. TSK!

a private joke. i hesitated whether to post this pic. i look er, ugly. TSK!

TSK TSK TSK! so pretty for what. taken at some turf club (i think), when J.C was there having exams. TSK!

all the other pictures we look hideous and i am too lazy anyway. so here's just to show my freaking nostalgia.

there's freaking school tomorrow and exams in 2 weeks. that explains the nostalgia. TSK!

happy holidays, everybody! this week's such a happy happy week! wooo!

(pic taken down because he's camera-shy)

You know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song

And brighten my day

Who would have believed that you were part of a dream

Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find

Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad

I feel sad when you're sad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile without you

while everyone was out clubbing at zouk...

the 2 special hims.

HAPPY 1st Nov to everyone.

i hope zouk was fun though. (:

HAPPY 2* BIRTHDAY JASON C.

love, fe and bear.
we heart you many many baby!!! (: