OF WORK.

i didn't know what to feel when the boy said that he's loving what he is doing now. sure i mean i am happy that he's enjoying work and all but... not when he's almost married to his job. i hardly talk to the boy. probably about max half an hour with the "oh how's work", "what did you have for lunch", and ALWAYS "you better go sleep earlier cos YOU HAVE WORK tomorrow"

RIGHT.

and did i say i don't see him as often. probably the weekends. ah. that's a huge difference consider we were inseparable for like forever. we saw each other like every other day. now's like blah.

sometimes i feel really guilty for wishing that he's still in Aust. cos it feels as though we communicated more then because of obligations since the lack of physical presence. and all that insecurity issues that i dont have to deal with as much.

i don't know. i've never liked the idea of work and now i have another reason to hate it. sure i can't be selfish. sure every guy needs a career. sure working equals maturity and stability. sure sure sure.

but the girl needs some attention tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

ok bottomline is. i needed to post an entry and here's it.

and also a shout out to the boy, telling him i miss him alot.

OH! AND FRIDAY IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!