Little Bear.

"... all my bags are packed and i'm ready to go...."

more of SWAN.

haha.

i am hungry. what shall i eat for brunch later?

this happens when you have work piling up, boredom, a love sick girl who pines for her perth lover boy and another who is totally mad about her busy (then) Sydney boy.

i have no idea how to tell you who's who. so just follow the damn story if you are really bored.

once upon a time. says:

in a far away land says:

there lived.......ME says:

and me says:

i said ME already, u ahve to use anpther one. it cannot be the same. ha says:

me= felicia and stop being selfish. and continue the story. says:

n so anw, ME lived ina land called aussie land. or rather wished to. lets' just pretend. aussie land only has 2 pple. ME n chris says:

Wah piang. i was in aust first and thats too bad. this means that aust land only has me and jason. no one else! says:

urs's aust land. mine's aussie land. DIFFERENT. but tt make u my neighbour. yesm n so ME had a neighbour. says:

so everyone get this right. aust is aust. aussie land is aussie land and australia is australia. they are all different. says:

one day jason n fel had a prob. says:

because of michell and chris. says:

wad!!? becos of US!? i dun like this part, pls change ur line says:

YAH! u heard me!! cos michell accused us of having prob. says:

okies fine. so they had a prob coz of us. we stole their bears. J thut fel stole it. thry fought. says:

the fight went o for weeks. mich n chris wanted to return it. but then came the thing. THEY LOST THE BEARS says:

meanwhile, fel misses j and went to m for advice and comfort. having lost the bears, m felt real bad and told chris about it. says:

chris suggested e only way to find one is to go to tekong to huny for a real wild boar says:

and mich asked fel if she would like to have wild boars someday says:

fel turned her head away in disgust when she heard that says:
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n so mich n chris returned the bears. BY AIR MAIL. thought they were neighbours. so tt they wun be fd out. says:

and so everyone was happy. yipee. says:

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Beautiful

I don't know
If I'm the one for you in this life
I can't help
Hearing my voice calling your name
Cuz when I'mTrying so hard not to look in your eyes
Maybe I
Have fallen in love with you

Well tonight
Maybe this time I can hear you breathe
Its alive to see you smile With those tears in your eyes
They may sayThat you're just a girl in this spinning world
In my heart
You're like the world to me

I can't so describe
How I'm feeling deep inside
So much more than I can say
With your touch it feels so right
Oh my, you're so near
All the time in this place
For I know in my heart
I'll never let you go
In this lifetime
Do you know why oh baby
Cus you're just so
Beautiful to me

Touch my hand; feel my heart
Hold me close and you'll find me
You'll find me
You're so beautiful to me

punkd1

by a 20 year old aspiring Singapore singer- songwriter: hear the song here.

pretty nice lehh.

then. now.

i was bad at history and still am.

and i finally realised huh. the test was gross. i'll laugh if i get even 1 mark. map's gross. i can't even spot the southeast asian countries on the world map (Singapore i can la, provide it's red and it's the size of a tiny dot). i really am not trying to be funny. there's always a reason why i failed geography. european countries on the world map?! PUI!

i wanna be a smart ass leh.

i have to catch up on 2 months worth of readings. it's omg loads to read and history is disgusting.

zz.

love in the air.
(like every other day)


HAPPY SMELLY V.!
esp to dearest Mr. Chua and all other smelly pants!

love,
the lovely fe.!

surprise!

it came in a package like this:

and surprise surprise!

pretty stuff in there! like these:

this set of jewelleries given to me by my baby boy! the real thang is so much nicer!!! i sound like a bloody hao lian right but i really am damn hao lian about it cos i am probably the only person to have this! woooooooooooooooooo! designed specifically for me! OF COS I SHOULD BE HAO LIAN OK!

it's too classy for me la! i am such a chor lor person but then again, i love it!

THANK YOU CHUA BENG BENG!

YOU ARE THE BEST!

BETTER THAN THE REST!!! -claps-

btw,

happy early valentine's! hahahahha!

FRIDAY.

it has been a tough night. he had his own share of problems and i had mine. it was tough watching your hero crumble right in front of you, yet not knowing what to do. i wish that i had knew what to do. i wish that my presence did make a difference. because, i am glad that you were there for me. that i didnt have to be alone.

you are not alone baby. a whole load of people will always be there for you. and i want to be number one in line. let me be number one. let me be the light in your days of darkness.

i am so tired. didnt have good sleep last night.

and now i am back home. time to deal with my own shit.

morninggggggggggggg!

those exact words.
block out all rational thoughts.

nothing can be worse.
not the unusual body temperature,
not the throbbing headache,
not even cos it's tuesday instead of friday.

8th feb, tuesday, 1.21am.
and i finally admit defeat.

losing is tiring.
it's tiring when you lose all the time.

after all,the past has won.
they always do.

siao tired.

nothing else.

84265 968 234 968 273 843 6678 42637663 46 843 96753.

it's called Low Object Variable Encryption.

hehe!

then. now.


confession. (29 June 2004)

"i like the way you make me

laugh though you are so virtual. it makes me

smile so much that i wish you were here to see it. i

love the thing about you knowing how to cook. it

amazes me and makes me picture you in the

kitchen. i like the way you are so

frank, makes me feel that you are so real. i

like the fact that we do share some things in

common. i like the way you make me feel, like how

i am feeling now. HAPPY. happy that i know you,

and that i like you.


it's been almost 2 years now. and i am glad that things are the way it is now. we were then online strangers, now lovers. some things never change. like how i was right about you, right from the start. some things never change.

52766 2482 4 732559 5683 968

GONG XI FA CAI! HONG BAO NA LAI!

ps: i looked really happy there right. hahaha. spastic.