haven't been blogging much lately. as you all can see, this has been a real busy week. and i mean real busy. nothing can beat this man. block tests next week. nono, in just a few hours time. tell me i need some luck and prayers to go with please. i am ranting on and on cos i am prolly too scared! like whot the hell, it is just gonna be another few tests that i am gonna fail yea, not like as though it's the first. hmmm this says something, maybe i have got so friggin tired of failing! i died a thousand times.

speaking about prayers. a particular someone just said that she prayed once for me. i don't know why but that left a tingling feeling in me. not that i need to feel oh so depressed now but i guess somethins just don't change yea. well, i miss her and i laugh at my cowardice for not being able to say so. to be here ranting on and on. she's prefect, well near prefect. and i love that perfection though it was through my imprefection that i see her perfection. do i make sense here? well u can't blame a lit student though i am not a real brillant one. but guess whot, i have been trying yea. i need to be smart. oh tell me who doesn't yea. whot a great start.

sigh.

i miss you.
please pray for me.