the power of words.

words so vicious, said in a moment of anger. it stabs me real hard in my most fragile and vulnerable place; my heart. if i have cared less, it probably wouldn't have hurt.

but it's hurting for the 3629th time this year.

i'm scared of your words. they always sound so vengeful- like a true blue scorpio. somehow i wish that horoscopes were less accurate. i'm scared cos everytime something like this happens, i am always on the losing end. i am scared that one day, you'll decide that enough IS enough.

you know that i'll crumble if you leave. you know that i CRUMBLE everytime something like this happens. yet.

words.

vicious ones. plague me.

i'm tired. maybe from not sleeping.

or maybe. simply too tired from the crying.

nights/morning everyone.