it ain't gonna be easy for you, the love of an emotionalist. i am a silent lover; who listens and never divulge. but do not be mistaken, for though you may not know me well, it ain't as superficial as what you think. i do not call myself a mystery, for i am just a simple plain jane. what you see is what you get; maybe except for the occasional broken smile. but hey, i can't be jovial all the time, that's insanity and there is a limit to positivity. so to the (like) love of this emotionalist, i may not be the best or even near that range, but i know i am trying. the surest way to fail is to NOT try. i am not trying to be your best but rather, to be your love someday. the journey ahead is not gonna be easy at all, but hey, embarking on it has already shorten that gap. many days to come, i know i'll get to know you a load better and yes, i KNOW my feelings for you grow with the days. it's funny how it may sound to you, but love's funny. no qualms about that. there is the promise of better days to come- on my part. painful are the days to come, but they are wholly worthwhile. for who deserves better other than a chap like you.

i am sorry, for the things i have said and have not said.
i mean it.

and baby, i miss you.
And i mean it again.

Thank God, for i know you are mine.