got chided in school today. that does not sound like something new at all. the thing is, i wasn't even in the wrong AT ALL. indignant can. tutor just wants to have pms and vent her anger right. grrr. my patience is like LIMITED. period. school stinks totally. i know i complain alot about school but i just can't help it if the teachers just don't want to be a lil nicer. hell i understand that they are stressed and all, but HELLO, we are the damn students taking A levels this year. and to know that we are the pioneers does not help at all. ah well. i believe there is a brighter side to ..er.. school.

hoho. everyone around me is like hmm getting attached. so happy for them! first it was the period whereby you get MASSIVE breakups and then happiness flows. interesting. everyone just wants to be SMILEY =) around me right. hahaha. i swear there is a certain glow in them. NOW WE KNOW. i envy them and i wonder why.

i can't seem to sleep well lately. maybe that explains why i have been so tired. alot of things on my mind and yet can't seem to push them aside. so (mentally) tired. oh and i am on sleeping pills. sigh.

funny how i feel so alone-

in the midst of the crowd