the day you left,
my whole world came crashing.
my heart broke,
for the last time.

the day you came into my life,
i saw love.
though it wasn't love at first sight,
i love you more and more each day.

the first time you cried,
my heart ached.
so badly,
you probably did not realise.

the first time i cried,
you wiped my tear.
your tender touch,
no longer there.

the first time you hug me,
i felt so loved.
i yearn for you,
and i wish you were here with me.

the first time i hug you,
i was afraid.
i wonder,
if you could feel my love.

the first time we kissed,
it was perfect.
and i thought,
i could never love another like you.

now you are gone.
so far away.
so long ago.
i am in pain.

i should be immuned to the pain.
but boy am i not.
God forbid i miss you.
God forbid i love you.

i still live in our story.
my life is still a facade.
under that mask,
i pretend that i got over you.

crying to sleep was never passe.
thinking about you was never tiresome.
loving you was never short-lived,
it's eternity.

i miss everything about you.

you are gone.
so unreachable.
so here i write,
in this moment of sorrow.

i'll be fine one day.
one fine day.
maybe years much later,
you'll find the same glow i once had.

one day.

i wonder when.

please do not be angered.
by my sudden outburst.
i am professing my love
for the last time, you hope.

thanks for the memories,
it lives in me.
thanks for the love,
i believed it was real.

it was a fairytale,
greater than any
it was almost perfect
just that it did not end happily ever after.