BIRTHDAYS.

i don't remember being real excited for my birthdays. well, maybe a couple of times. but it has always been the usuals: boozing, clubbing with the girls, and birthday cakes.

candles lit, wish made.
and every since my 17th birthday, it's always the same old wish.

i don't see why you can't anticipate your birthday this year. Aren't you excited that you'll have someone special to spend this birthday with? Aren't you planning to even spend it with this special someone? AREN'T YOU?

if i were you, i would.
after all, it has been my wish for the past hmm 2 years.

i didn't mean to be unhappy.
but i think i had a reason to.

i just thought that, it will be different this year.
like something special.

am just disappointed.

at least when it's April next year, i hope you'll still be around to celebrate it with me. and you'll be the first to ever do that as a boyfriend. how sweet.

it's so important and special to me.

i am already 19.
and i can't wait for 20 to come.