up and blasting *emo music. Ah. i am supposed to be studying. but apparently, i just read Mr Scorpio's msgs and he just got me a lil worried huh.

i wonder what Mr Scorpio has to be paranoid about. i mean i can ask you about it, but it's just a thought. THOUGHTS. haven't we all come to a common ground to truly believe in each other? why let horoscopes truly determine or define who you are. break that chain/belief/whateveritis. i am sure i can do with being bored and all that just to have you a lil less jealous/paranoid. BABY, there is seriously nothing to be jealous about. Especially at a moment like this when you know that YOU are the one who has the key to my heart. or maybe you don't even believe anything i say. And i thought you have start to believe in your eighteen-year-old.

IF there is something you don't realise, i ain't some Miss Aries my dear. i am your baby for now and there isn't anything else i want right now but you. And if you don't realise this, DRILL IT INTO YOUR KUKU HEAD. a thousand and one things i can do and say to assure you that everything's ok and PERFECT but you gotta believe me my dear. i would give an assurance hug or a gentle caress to know that i am here for you but i can't. don't make me feel like i can't love when i am starting to. don't make me feel that being eighteen is the greatest sin.

know that i am waiting.
for more chapters of our lives to come.
And i am ONLY waiting
for you.
for i never saw true beauty
till this day.

baby, don't you worry and don't you make me worrrrrry. i don't want to be a distraction. really. have faith in The Lord and me. yes time will tell, but i already know what's going to happen with time. it's the individuals who determine the end results.

*Emotionalist me.