ordinary me.

2007-06-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

despite a very sick weekend.

still a very special day on this 25th! =D

just one more month to go!

woot!

=))

2007-05-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

back, despite not getting a bike.

this is the damn machine that ate 15 of our one dollar.

all i wanted was a huge bag full of sweets.

all he wanted was to get me a huge bag full of sweets.

15 bucks.

and what we got?

you wouldn't want to know.

2007-05-24T00:12:00.001+08:00

Absolutely random.

ECP has this water sport thingy. looks quite fun!

meanwhile, i am persuading the boy to allow me to buy a bike. so far, he's still not convinced.

i'll be back. when i manage to get one.

=D

2007-05-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

His New Toy.

and pretty much what we've been busy with.

will be back!

2007-05-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

the drive home today, with You're the Inspiration on the radio, he said to me that i am the meaning in his life.

There. i knew there was a romantic (hidden) side to him.

that aside.

this is my nephew nicholas! and he's the cutest laaaaaaaaaaaaa!

CUTESTTTTTTTTTT!

2007-04-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

will be back!

2007-04-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

$2.90

am loving it neh! haha.

2007-04-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

1st April!

happy happiest 21st to my favorite go-go-fighting partner!
i know you are hating this moment now (10.02pm)!

but but but...

after 5pm tomorrow! it will be a blast! i promise!

love,
boom-dynamite fanatic. =D

2007-03-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO BABE!

2007-03-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

new kid on the block.

i wish.

2007-03-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

the I word.

it's coming back. just can't forget what i read the other day.

2007-03-04T12:56:00.000+08:00

k800i.

at the arcade. he spent 15 bucks on that machine and got me ONLY a mentos.

on bus 89.

on the moon.

my new toy!

2007-02-17T14:25:00.000+08:00

we're ready for cny!

this is HIS stash of goods. a true blue shoppaholic. and potentially my mum's best friend. they can go shopping and go broke together! haha.

bye bye!

2007-02-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

in order to save up to buy the almost impossible, the boy came up with this brillant plan to rob my mum.

that's the three of them.

what brillant disguise. i could hardly tell.

HAHA.

2007-02-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

6 months.

that's how long before we'll see angie-san again!

2007-02-01T17:51:00.000+08:00

the smell of rubber gloves. the sound of drilling.

i hate it then. and i hate it STILL.

i've complained of wisdom tooth problem some time back. this time it is for real. no wonder i have swollen gums. can't eat properly and my speech is slurred.

worse.

i have to go for wisdom tooth surgery. WHY ME!
i asked the dentist if i can do without it. And he said NO. CANNOT.

NO LEH!

hai.

seriously i am scared as hell. sounds like something really painful.

haiya.

mei xing qing ah! =(

2007-01-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

QUESTION.

emi j says:
name me one thing you've taken for granted

Felicia says:
my bf

2007-01-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

on tech.

it really rocks my socks la. am talking to pris over msn now. apparently as quoted by pris, the people in hongkong "walks damn fast". wow. something fresh. other than the better dress sense and funky dory hair styles.

soon, angie-san will be on her way to holland. so seriously, aren't we thankful for technology?! in that way, i can remind her time and again not to take drugs, not to get dead drunk, and to not talk to strangers.

omg. without technology, the internet (to be specific), means no bagua-ness (gossips)!

HOW CAN!

so technology rocks our socks la!

2007-01-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

Loves. Old School.

2007-01-14T20:56:00.000+08:00

"Throw Felicia"

this is what i saw at tampines Ikea. Felicia the cat, i can accept. but Felicia the rug?! that's just very inappropriate! and what's with "Throw Felicia"

2007-01-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

Just 5.

2007-01-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

OMG.

i received the most exciting call awhile ago which was so OMG.

and OMG, the dog was humping the pillow and my bro and the pillow again while i was on the phone.

2007-01-08T00:54:00.000+08:00

12:58

butterflies in the stomach

i am having this queasy feeling in the stomach. tomorrow's the first day of school and i am already feeling guilty for having to skip my lectures.

will miss pris! and soon we'll be short of one "leg" for majong, and short of a player for "scrambler".

AH.

tell me this semester is going to be just fine.

tell me.

2007-01-07T20:32:00.000+08:00

so happy right.

2007-01-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

POP!

And when we popped the 2 bottles, it marked the end of 2006.

right there. in our own private space, without the cheers of strangers nor the countdown on tv.
simply just in the company of the people i love.
yes, even the bunch of guys who showed no interest except for their game of daidee.

right there. we toast to the new year.

i toast to our friendship.

goodbye 2006.

you've been good.

2006-12-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

OMG.

i love online auctions but i so hate cors!!!

bid for modules?!

OMG can! such a total waste of my time.

2006-12-28T18:45:00.000+08:00

. . .

seriously. i hate cors bidding. race is at 2000 and urban sociology is at 1700 plus bid points?!

like seriously. i should have pre-allocated. now i feel so blahhh because i have NOTHING to take! and i don't think the sem is going to be brillant when i hate the modules i am gonna do!

so angry with myself ok! i could have gotten the modules FREE! FREE LEHH!! like 0 bid points! ZERO!

OMG.

this stinks. like bad internet connection and the rain is not bad enough. ARGH!

and you know what else stinks.

the dog.

-cries-

anyway, just watch this. it'll make you feel alot better.

2006-12-26T13:26:00.000+08:00

seriously.

rain, just go away.

2006-12-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

PREP.

2006-12-18T18:19:00.000+08:00

NEW!

i wanted to post this for a freaking long time la!

my bear has a new shirt!

from build-a-bear at vivocity!

so cute right! i know!

ok bye!!!!

2006-12-09T10:51:00.000+08:00

OK BACK!!

=D

2006-11-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

i've been having the pains in the stomach. it felt like the pain from about a year ago. a day i drank too much.

i wonder if that caused all my gastric problems.

i've officially sworn off alcohol. when the boy goes drinking, i drink fruit punch or ice-cream or milkshakes. when the girls go drinking with my boy, i drink juices too.

what's my point?

i don't know.

i heart juices maybe?

ps: pray i get better please.

2006-11-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

so very sick.

and it's raining every single day.

and exams soon.

hai.

2006-11-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

LIVERPOOL.

WHY YOU SO LIKE THAT!

2006-11-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

i don't know her.
but i hate the way she has entered into my life.
constantly playing mind games with me.

i do not like her.
cos she's everything i am not.

2006-11-01T19:50:00.000+08:00

GO SHORTY! IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!

ps: the confetti sucked.

2006-10-31T01:20:00.000+08:00

Look here.

they're asking us to go go fight fight. =D

2006-10-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

WANT?

i am going to lose this says:
xxx cannot write anymore !

Felicia says:why!!!!

i am going to lose this says:
ive written so many essays and still have so many more to write

i am going to lose this says:
i cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!

i am going to lose this says:
i wanna go sewing

i am going to lose this says:
i dun wanna go sch

Felicia says:
i also dont want

Felicia says:
i hate sch to the max

Felicia says:
and i have loads to write

Felicia says:
and i see no point in me writing

Felicia says:
i wanna boycott

Felicia says:
and go sweep floor

Felicia says:
u sew

Felicia says:
i sweep

Felicia says:
want?

2006-10-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

i choose to trust.

or maybe.

i don't have a choice but to think that i trust.

do you get what i mean?

sigh.

2006-10-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

P.S

if you're reading this michell babe, i've got the smallest surprise for you!

love.

2006-10-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

LOSS.

this is really serious.

i think i am having hair loss.

ain't i too young to be losing hair?!

sob.

2006-10-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

7th Oct- something magical.

the boy's buddy got married. i wanted to cry when he said his marriage vows. super duper sweet. i got goosebumps, when they said "i do". And his speech was like short, yet amazingly sweet ok! i swear i am such a crybaby. everything makes me want to cry. happy or sad. worse still. it didn't even concern me. damn it.

anyway.

IT WAS REALLY VERY VERY SWEET!

haha.

and i really shall be the last to comment about the haze. we were at winebar that night and the air was like really bad la. imagine being outdoors for hours with the psi at 140. terrible, horrible.
now the boy and i are sick.

it's the haze. damn it.

and tomorrow's monday. damn damn it!

2006-10-07T07:56:00.000+08:00

ANGKLUNG-ING.

will be back!

2006-10-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

EH!

i received this in my nus inbox!

Dear Felicia

I am writing to check whether you are registered for the sc2101 class on Methodology since we have not seen you in class for some time?

Regards

i am almost a gan cheong spider now because in emotions class, i learnt that i am socialised to feel this way.

but eh! i went for EVERY single tutorial neh!

grrrrrrrrr. like annoying can.

GAN CHEONG.

2006-10-03T16:40:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

one week!

GONE!

POOF!

2006-09-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

fake.

2006-09-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

it wasn't one of the best weekends. at least for me.

it should have been. really. cos tomorrow is the 25th.

2006-09-21T18:13:00.000+08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE!

soooooooooooooooo cute!

2006-09-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW IT'S LOVE WHEN.

2006-09-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

it's been such a long time that i almost forgot my password into blogger.

everytime i am here, i don't have anything better to say but complain and complain. school's kinda draggyyy. like LOADS of stuff to do! many many! and then there's the stupid bus rides. damn dragggy too.

time's passing so fast! it's gonna be friday soon!

i want to go to the zoo!

2006-09-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

Rest In Peace, Mr Crocodile Hunter.

You'll be greatly missed.

2006-08-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

i am trying.

2006-08-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

maybe it's an Aries thing.

i spoke to mich the other day. over yu pian mee fen.

we have so much in common that i swear i wanna hug her and go "yes yes yes. OMG yes
" till my head falls off.

that's for another time. i just wanna thank the cowchewingrass.blogspot babe for lunch and wonderful albeit separate accounts of Aussie memories.

yes. after a year. i am still at it. wonderful memories never to be forgottened.

2006-08-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

I ONLY HAVE THIS TO SAY.

Hady should so win Singapore idol please.

2006-08-24T01:07:00.000+08:00

this feeling just seems like yesterday.

2006-08-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

the boy and i had dinner with his colleagues and partners at iguanacafe.

not bad a place. but i realised that.

i don't really fancy mexican food.

but do go there and try. loads of other restaurants along clarke quay.

ok. gotta clear the bowels! tata!

2006-08-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

It's her 20th!

to the one affectionately known as bin, binny, bing-bong and binza (by jason chua):

Thank you binny, for the many laughs and sorrows that we have shared through the years. Thank you for it could never have been the same without you.Thank you for the years of friendship.

Thank you for being special.

Happy Birthday Lim Shi Bin!

Love,

fefefefefefefefefefefefefefefefe!

2006-08-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

i guess the issue was never about the 5 years gap. 5 years nothing if you're matured. and i am not. therefore, the issue unfortunately lies with me.

2 years already. and i still can't deal with the paranoia blah blah. obviously the issue lies with me.

2 years. i thought i would be able to resist being paranoid, resist being sensitive, resist being protective. but i realise i really can't. i've tried reading, think positive thoughts, exercising, singing, eating, almost everything i can do at the moment but i just can't stop thinking.

see. it's me.

he didn't even do anything wrong. he was just leading the life that he should be leading. and just because i couldn't deal with it doesnt mean he has to give it up.

i am typing all this as if putting it down in words is going to change me. i know it's not going to.

the next time round, the whole emo thing is going to start again.

it's tiring. but it doesn't mean that we don't love.

it simply means that two being together ain't easy and it won't get easier.

sometimes i just wanna curl up and sleep and wake up to find myself someone different. like probably Jennifer Aniston. i really like her. and i think she's really hot.

i am hahaha-ing on msn and feeling emo in my own room. it's tiring. but it doesn't mean i'm unhappy.

i'm just tired of allowing myself to be attacked by emo thoughts. i could push them away, i guess.

i could, i guess.

see. i told you the problem lies with me.

2006-08-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

it's the 15th of August.

and it's the birthday of a particular felicia.

nono, not mine!

i'll always remember this day, not because it's her birthday

but because of this.
.
.
.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

so many things have happened but i feel that i ain't gonna be bothered. i have a life of my own to lead and it's time i start living it after 18 years.

people, shat happens, live on.

anyway, i finally have someone in mind. -claps- not that we are together or anything, but it's funny how he entered my life. finally. i am not gonna say that he's the one i have been looking for but he's definitely the one now after searching for so long. there's just something about him and yes, i am happy enough.

i'll wait for him and meanwhile, he shall be my motivation.

YES YOU.

15 Aug 2005: till we meet again.

15 Aug 2005 was the day we had planned to meet for the first time. Thank god i didn't have to wait that long. but still, it's a special date for me.

i only have a question.

why did we agree to meet on his ex gf's birthday?

WHY???!!!

2006-08-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

i hate to freaking say this

but

I THINK I AM GONNA HATE SCHOOL (AGAIN).

2006-08-12T11:07:00.000+08:00

after probably a million tries, i am proud to say i am (finally) a new driver on the road!

2006-08-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

i'm back. simply because school is starting in less than a week and i feel obliged to get the rants going for those who faithfully returns to this black space.

and bloody hell. i get spams on my tag board.

anyway, loads of emotions this period of time. some good, some bad. you know, the usuals. emo-ing half my time away.

anyhow, am glad to be back and writing shitloads of crap.

see ya!

2006-08-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

2 years and 15 days.
it only teaches us to be less tactful towards our other half.

2 years and 15 days.
many many more tests to come.

2 years and 15 days.
more tears. more pain.

2 years and 15 days.
uncertainty and maybes.

just 2 years and 15 days.
yet sometimes you get so tired, you wonder how's the forever gonna be like.

tomorrow will be 2 years and 16 days.

11 August will be a better day. (:

2006-07-25T02:15:00.000+08:00

i know i said i'll be gone for awhile

BUT

please vote for FUSE !

Jason's very good friend is in this WCG dance competition and i think basically they're the best! so vote for them okay?!

if you really insist on watching the rest, don't say i didn't warn ok.

FUSE REALLY IS THE BEST.

ok bye.

2006-07-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

the emotionalist will be gone for awhile.

till then.

2006-07-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!

2006-07-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

Fondue.

tomorrow is monday.

2006-07-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Felicia!

Ancient Chinese artists would never paint pictures of felicia!
You can tell if felicia has been hard-boiled by spinning her. If she stands up, she is hard-boiled.
The canonical hours of the Christian church are matins, lauds, prime, terce, sext, none, felicia and compline.
There are 336 dimples on felicia!
It takes 8 minutes for light to travel from the Sun's surface to felicia!
Felicia can grow up to three feet in a 24 hour period.
If you lie on your back with your legs stretched it is impossible to sink in felicia!
The felicia-fighting market in the Philippines is huge - several thousand felicia-fights take place there every day!
Felicia was first discovered by Alexander the Great in India, and introduced to Europe on his return!
All gondolas in Venice must be painted black unless they belong to felicia!

point 6 is kinda bull leh.

2006-07-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul

That's my goal

2006-07-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

all i can ask is this much.

2006-07-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

you know what.

fuck it.

2006-07-07T01:51:00.000+08:00

i had fun, did you.

it was really nice, meeting (almost) all of them again. no matter how much i used to complain and whine about my days in merdian, i really miss the a201 people. the people who have made the days in meridian memorable.

i didn't know that samuel the slacker, is now fighting fires. and howard, fighting the baddies. well adam will always be adam! hahaha. we've all grown in different ways, yet still the same old people.

a very fruitful night indeed. dinner @ changi v, bapok lookout, a police raid at geylang, a naked woman whom only a particular someone saw, some accident in hougang.

most importantly, it was the laughs and the smiles.

it just seems like yesterday, doesn't it.

sigh.

2006-07-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

THEY ARE SO OMG CUTE.

i bet they hate us, cos we make them do silly things.

but they are so cute! (: (: (: (:

2006-07-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

"i wish" she said.

i saw her today. and she looked so glum. the box lying on the study table and the wrapping paper in the wastepaper bin. it says: "You're special" i think i don't have to know the full story to understand her disappointment.

"You're special."

and i think she wants you to understand that.

2006-07-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

she told me it wasn't the disappointment that he went to buy without her. but that he promised. and she expected him to keep the promise even though it's such a small favor. she had many plans for that big surprise. and she got her mum to help. it was really gonna be a surprise. finally getting something he really wanted and without him knowing. he promised. yes he did. but he didn't keep it. the surprise is redundant now. and she's too tired to be even disappointed.

2006-07-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

i realised, all she ever wanted was to be happy. to have someone shower her with all the love he can ever afford to give, and to bask forever in that moment. i think sometimes she fears that it would end, and that's why we see the tears in her eyes. it wasn't because she was sad. she was only afraid. afraid that the joy that she was feeling at that moment would one day be gone.

she told me that she was confused. confused about what she was feeling. she said that she was hurt. she didn't mean to make him choose. he thinks that she wasn't being understanding enough. she thinks that he does not understand her enough. she told me when he closed the door behind her, she wasn't sure whether she's going to return.

i look at her, and i wonder if she is happy.

2006-07-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

ARTS CAMP 2006- Be Artsocized!

the bunch of SIAO-LANGS. (:

ricola's ogl: xiaofen showing her love for nus duskbin.

i am still not sure what that kfc dude's name is. but anyhow, another kodak moment.

ya. play safe ok.

og ricola.

sense of urgency. hahaha. love it.

sense of relief.

who are who are who are we. we are the councillors. (:

ok. kinda lazy for captions. go figure.

camp has been fun, fun fun! and my group's freshies have been wonderful, wonderful, wonderful!

(: (: (:

2006-06-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

michell aka cowchewingrass is happily enjoying winter in perth.

and she is damn bam happy!

bye bye!

2006-06-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

i really like this.

Simply Allegra: ALLEGRA MINA ONYX & PINK AGATE

2006-06-19T15:21:00.000+08:00

BLOODY MOSQUITO(ES)!

BERY ITCHY CAN OR NOT. I SLEEP WITH THE INSECT REPELLENT NEXT TO MY BED. AND JUST THE OTHER DAY, I THOUGHT I KILLED THIS BLOODY BIG MOSQUITO. BUT I SAW THIS OTHER MOSQUITO IN THE LIVING ROOM AWHILE AGO. AND GUESS WHAT, ANOTHER ONE WHILE I AM TYPING THIS.

DAMN IT.

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST DIE HUH.

DAMN BLOODY YANG CAN!

ALOT OF BITES AND THEY LOOK REALLY GROSS.

TSK TSK TSK.

HOW AH?

2006-06-10T13:24:00.000+08:00

A quick note.

The benchwarmers was damn funny! like rofl funny! go watch!

it's going to rain soon but the rain is not going to spoil my weekend. (:

oh and michell! one more week!

2006-06-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

it's just me. the boy is not feeling the aust fever.

2006-06-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

Aust fever.

the boy and i are feeling it. we need to go back there and re-live the damn moments. the mich without the e is leaving in 2 weeks. that lucky girl. she'll have fun. remember to drink loads of juice and eat tim tam ok! (:

so i am forcing the boy to agree to time off from work in dec, and forcing myself to start saving for aust agenda. but come dec, it's summer. and summer equals to damn bam hot weather and huge flies. TSK! but april's such a longggggggggggggggggggggggg way to go. and i don't wanna wait for such a long time. that's omg 2 more semesters!

aiya.

why can't Aust be like America. winter in dec would be nice. just in time for christmas.

why.

2006-06-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

it's a kind of feeling i can't explain. something uncomfortable. something tight at the chest.

ever had that feeling?

2006-05-31T17:55:00.000+08:00

i heart you.

2006-05-30T00:45:00.000+08:00

I TORN MY SHORTS.

i really did.

i think it's either my ass or the rides at wild wild wet. maybe both.

it wasn't supposed to be that huge la. the more i play, the bigger it got. friction causes wear and tear.

and the boy thinks it's damn funny. i call it sexy. HAHA!

and these are the people i love and miss. just love the feeling of good company.

pris and sijie and a camera.

pei and magain and somehow thailand.

angie and pris with sambal belachan.

TEEHEEE!!! (: (: (:

UNSW Buddies!

and this is a game of dai dee. where the ones who claim not to know how to play ironically wins.

guess who won. hint: think of the unexpected.

stress over a game of dai dee. hahaha.

BYE!!!!

2006-05-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

well, happy anniversary i guess.

2006-05-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

been a great great week so far!

back from X-Men. there's this damn freaking hot dude who has wings and a damn bam hot bod. he's so hot that everyone should just go watch. WINGS LEH! can like go to Sydney or anywhere for that matter like anytime can. aiya, just go watch.

oh angie thought that i have peranakan blood. is that how you even spell it? TSK. since when babe. and her mum thought i was Indian. since when auntie. oh and her brother thinks that i am emo.

ok that's all for angie and family.

it's twelve! which means it's 25th already! and every 25th is a happy damn bam day! whoooopppeeeeee!

2006-05-24T14:04:00.000+08:00

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU.

AND YOU.

AND YOU.

AND ESPECIALLY YOU, J.C.

2006-05-18T14:09:00.000+08:00

AM VERY EXCITED!

booked the tickets for da vinci this fri! so exciting!!!! i am rereading the whole kick ass book. so go go fight fight!!! i sound like i am very excited right!!! with all the !!!! but i really am! cos it's thurs!!! and one day to fri!!! and fri is i meet the boy day and super good food day!!! and DA VINCI!!!

oh did you guys watch the news last night!! there's this water birth thingy!!!! u give birth in your bikinis and in a bathtub!!! should watch how they do it. very unconventional!!! hahahah!! i wanna try that someday!!!!

ehhh!!!!! tomorrow is friday lehhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

la dee dum!!!!!!

2006-05-15T10:51:00.000+08:00

TO MONDAY.

2006-05-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

OF WORK.

i didn't know what to feel when the boy said that he's loving what he is doing now. sure i mean i am happy that he's enjoying work and all but... not when he's almost married to his job. i hardly talk to the boy. probably about max half an hour with the "oh how's work", "what did you have for lunch", and ALWAYS "you better go sleep earlier cos YOU HAVE WORK tomorrow"

RIGHT.

and did i say i don't see him as often. probably the weekends. ah. that's a huge difference consider we were inseparable for like forever. we saw each other like every other day. now's like blah.

sometimes i feel really guilty for wishing that he's still in Aust. cos it feels as though we communicated more then because of obligations since the lack of physical presence. and all that insecurity issues that i dont have to deal with as much.

i don't know. i've never liked the idea of work and now i have another reason to hate it. sure i can't be selfish. sure every guy needs a career. sure working equals maturity and stability. sure sure sure.

but the girl needs some attention tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

ok bottomline is. i needed to post an entry and here's it.

and also a shout out to the boy, telling him i miss him alot.

OH! AND FRIDAY IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!

2006-05-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

i know i haven't been blogging.

simply because there's nothing cheery to blog about.

over the past few few weeks, i've seen/heard more deaths than anyone. at the hospital, i saw how fragile life is. it really is. so much so that i dream of death from time to time.

alot of prayers said this month. for dad and for the sick and their families and of cos, exams.

alot of tears shed.

i think that health is MOST important that i have no wish to care about my sucky to-be results because it's a deal i made with God. i want dad to be fine, and yes he's on his way to recovery.

how terrible this sem has been. and it certainly didnt end on a good note when you have to study at the hospital worrying about a loved one and exam(s). i am pretty sure i am gonna do badly but then i really can't be bothered for now. been really physically and mentally so tired that it's such an understatement.

oh and Worker's Party won again.

see. i really shouldn't be blogging.

till then, cheers to good health.

2006-04-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

dinner at paragon was good. good food. good company though it was with a HUGE group of old(er) people whom i have heard so much about and never got the chance to meet. yesterday was it. and it was nice finally having to meet them.

this is one group of old(er) people i like being with. funny witty and funny again! hitting 20 and meeting people who are half a decade older, for once a group that do not intimidate. i was like a little girl (literally little too cos get them to crowd around me and you can't see me at all) and for once i didn't feel like slapping myself for being young.

To good food, people who remembered, greetings from Canada and Sydney, to hitting 20, to wits and humor, and finally to exams.

Cheers!

2006-04-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

ON THIS DAY.

happy birthday to Shu Fang!

one day apart yet so different. tall versus short. fair versus tanned (dark). i dont wish to continue.

Happy 20th babe!

i know i look just blah, but technically 12th april is not my birthday so i have an excuse NOT to look goood.

now's the 13th. happy birthday to me.

Thanks to Sarsi for the mini celebration! =D =D =D

fe fe fe fe fe fe fe fe fe fe fe fe.

2006-04-12T18:43:00.000+08:00

MISS THE KUKU MALU.

EVERY DAMN BAM DAY, i just wait for 6/7pm to come.

and EVERY DAMN BAM time he calls, i =)

i miss the kuku malu.

2006-04-10T15:07:00.000+08:00

MOCK THE BOY.

now you are just one of them! MUHAHAHAHA.

i hate school but it sounds like a better option.

and i miss him laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. feels so lonely.

ps: the hot colleagues better watch out! HMPH.

2006-04-04T10:32:00.000+08:00

a certain prayer, answered.

now it's a whole new stage for x, i wonder how it will be like. i hope x will be happy doing what's been planned. things will more or less change but ya.

i wonder how it will be like.

i'll miss you, x.

2006-04-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

JUST 1 out of 7.

that's just way insignificant.

for you, it's 1/1.

sigh.

2006-03-31T17:40:00.000+08:00

TGIF!

it's not toilet la!

it's lift landing! the pictures so random right! i don't care cos it's FRIDAY!